Life and death...

Why is everyone so attached to their lives? i mean shit...i keep tlaking to people and hearing about people dying and how everyones all sad and broken up for years about it. okay...maybe if its your spouse or family but god damn. people really need to shut the fuck up and realize that death is a natural part of life. If i died tonite, fine, i'm sure a lot of you would be upset but life would go on and i'd most likely be in a better place anyways. So who gives a fuck. use what time you have. bottom fucking line, quit whining and do what it takes to either not wind up in the casket like your dear friend, if you're afraid of death, or realize what really fucking matters.

this summer i started to get what matters. doctor thouht i might've had a tumor in my chest. yeah, hows that, possibly having cancer. made me think, and made me shut the fuck up about a lot of things. so fuck everyone, you can all die. just quit bitching. death isn't that scary. just a one way door, so what. i honestly can't wait to see whats on the other side..probably the only reason i would ever kill myself is out of curiousity. i mean god damn...are you REALLY that attached to this life? do you think 99% of it even fucking MATTERS?! Oh, and by the way, if there isn't a god and an afterlife, then it doesn't matter at all. Hope i've made your day better. It doesnt matter because then there would be no consequences for our actions and also, well, whats the point? that would mean globally there just is...nothing. thats it. poof. yeah....right. maybe people should fucking think about what comes next...