Tip the scales just one more time

Oops I guess
I fucked up
again.
I threw off
that precious
balance.
Sorry if
I laugh and
point,
I guess I'm
Just not used
to this...
My happy
moments are
so few,
I forget
how screwed you
all are
when i feel
this sense of
joyful
ease and peace
within my
frail life.