Regret.

And yet...
i always looked up
smiled, and though
she's going to make it
she's smart and not
like all the others
their stupid mistakes
she'll do well for herself
no falls, not insane.

But now you've left him
you fought for fun,
your life to me
brighter, yet still dark
compared to the sun.
Your name again
wasn't known to me
for years it passed,
until recently.

And now you're married,
i'd known you since birth,
and you'd just finished school
and i guess were off to work.
You never knew life,
you christian girl,
you'll never know it
even in death.