Like, i can SO give great advice on that!

even though i have NO idea what the fuck is going on in my own life. kind of starting to notice that no one really has any grasp over thier own lives let alone the problems in other peoples, let alone anything else in the world. they know how they would deal w/ the situations from THEIR limited perspective, minus emotions and anything else involved, and can only at best hazard guesses with their limited experience as they have no clue the factors leading up to the others decisions.

Its a serious mind fuck though, to know how out of control you are, and incredibly humbling if you can get your mind around it. Or you turn into a control freak or populate your life with distractions to make you think you're in control. Until you find out about the chemical you've been around without even realizing it, the invisible carcinogenic, the soluble poison in the water, and then its too late. You had your dreams, your hopes, your fucking illusions, and then they're gone. We don't really get the chance to do what we want, and in the immortal words of Peter Finch in network, I'M MAD AS HELL AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!. i'm just sick of a lot of things in this life, and maybe i'm just in a free mood today, and it'll all dissapear again tommorow, as i constantly forget the wisdom of the ages that is inherent to all humanity, as we blunder about aimlessly in our lives, forgetting every bit of good thinking we could learn. but hey, at least i'm makin an effort. but hey, maybe if everyone realized that spending money would not bring you more control, we might actually have more people thinking. Go for a walk and open your fucking mind.