Reality and You!

Though i've always thought that objective reality doesn't exist, always read as the past few years. and this this is, for all practices and purposes an illusion, especially with the existence of an afterlife(practically being that, with out current actions, they will affect the next life somehow. not that this life doesn't "exist" but it will become irrelevent, like a high school transcript after college.). The past year or so, i've been reading more that time and space simply are misunderstood by us, mostly philosophical ideas, unsupported by science or other things. like the ideas of a human subconscious, or just collective mass subconscious. Well..yesterday, i searched reality does not exist and came across the idea of holographic reality, and i must say it is very impressive. It even allows space for the "uncaused cause" of the hologram, along with many other things, such as paranormal, interconnection of all things, and an explanation for many thoughts of "past life experiences" and other such things. It also explains strange coincidences in histories, possibly picking up on dreams with meaning, things like that. I will begin to look into this, and what it would mean for religion and thought in my life. Sadly... it might mean i would have to feel sympathy and compassion for the masses, though that day will never come. I feel compassion...but for individuals and the spirit of humanity. Mass soceity? I hope it dies a bloody burning death with its genetalia strewn about it like a crown. Have a nice day all :)