Relapse

Fuck if I know how i got here this time,
blood in my veins aching and bare
thought i'd beat it fair and square
the pipe the pills the pain the weed
its too late for me, i'm dead and gone
a life lived fast and wrong
too young to die but too old to get off
this is it, you knew it would be
and at the end of the day
this is how it should be.

Somewhere Else

Though I lay me down to sleep
wonder if my soul I'll keep.
The needle gently pokes my skin
whispers calming, seeping in.
Drooping eyes my heart is calm
but know not what will happen again.
My fate I see as truly chance
If i'll wake once this has passed.

I Die

I still think sometimes
of the scars on you arms
the cuts in your legs
the words in my mind
still stay the same
that if i had just
been a little bit
stronger for you
things would've been
different, still with you.

And now you're gone
your life in shambles
theres nothing left
but a shell of grief.
I could've saved you
my dear, sweet friend
but thats all over
and won't change again.

Cold

Death sleeps, blood dripping
Candles melting, furnace quitting
Arteries close, heart stopping
A gentle breath, murmers frothing.
Calm again, and all is well
Nothing really matters, anyhow.